You knew I'd take time to comment on the latest mass shooting, even though I'm still working to unpack my kitchen, with the living room and my office barely touched.
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Thursday, July 21, 2022
Good Guy With a Gun
Saturday, July 16, 2022
For Jayne
I met Jayne shortly after relocating to Richmond, over a decade ago. We connected on Match and I remember thinking how out of my league this gorgeous and classy redhead was. We were together about two years, in two one year periods, but would occasionally reconnect as our orbits crossed paths, usually for a night here or there. Our last interlude was during the pandemic lockdown, when we chatted for a few days, but then lost touch. I'd recently reached out to her, letting her know I was now only a couple hours away, and no longer in Kansas, but emails went unanswered and texts went unread. This was completely out of character for her, but today, I discovered why. Jayne had passed away.
She was an accomplished political operative, having worked with George HW Bush as well as being part of Fred Thompson's presidential campaign. She also had the distinction of being felt up by Strom Thurmond.
What drew me to her was her joie de vivre and constantly positive outlook on life. We were always laughing and never failed to have a great time together, regardless of the circumstances. Jayne was a passionate lover (I've previously written about some of our escapades) and one of the most kind, caring, and selfless people I've ever met. Truly a devoted partner, deserving of someone's undying love. And we truly did love each other.
I would have married Jayne, were it not for her demons of alcohol addiction. It was that one thing that prevented me from completely falling for her, despite her successfully quitting the second time we were a couple.
While I remember so much of our time together, there's one snapshot that stands out. One lazy and rainy Saturday afternoon, we found ourselves on the sofa watching DVR'd episodes of Bob Ross. At some point, we became amorous and moved into my bedroom, after pausing the show. There we were in the throes of passion, when the show re-started and we found ourselves with a soundtrack of happy little trees accompanying our lovemaking. Needless to say, we wound up laughing our asses off.
For once, I'm not sure how to conclude an entry. Despite having very little contact in the past several years, I still felt connected in some way to Jayne. She frequently crossed my mind, reliving pleasant memories and my undying hope for her happiness. In some way, I feel responsible, because at the conclusion of our two relationships, she'd relapsed hard. Regardless, the discovery is a hard shot to the gut. I guess that's what happens when you lose someone you loved.
Farewell, Jayne. You'll be missed.
Addendum - Much as I hate to admit to not being bulletproof, Jayne's passing is still hitting me pretty hard the day after. But something came out of nowhere that made me smile today.
While unpacking, I've been listening to some older playlists (only because I'd not heard them in a while) and a song was on one that made me smile and think of Jayne. We were returning from perhaps date number four and perhaps the same playlist was on in my car and "Fuck Her Gently" by Tenacious D came on. Jayne and I were still getting to know one another at that point and I was mortified that this classy lady would think less of me for listening to such a song. Instead, she surprised me by bursting out in laughter. That became our unofficial anthem and we'd sing along to each other, laughing all the while.
Sunday, June 12, 2022
The 2nd Amendment
Regular readers know of my interest in shooting pistols and rifles. I enjoy preparing for and shooting matches, as well as going to the range to decompress at the end of a tough day. I've written several entries concerning gun violence and the AR-15, but what I've not done until now was comment on the 2nd Amendment to the Constitution. As usual, buckle up, because I ain't gonna say what you think I am.
The 2nd Amendment is fairly brief and worded in an odd manner, with a comma in a really dumb place.
"A well regulated Militia, being necessary to the security of a free State, the right of the people to keep and bear Arms, shall not be infringed."
But what the hell does that mean? To reach that understanding requires a (hopefully) short history lesson.
First, during that period of time, it was common practice to keep a firearm for personal defense. In fact, English law specifically allowed white protestant men to do so. So, it was considered a given, with respect to being a personal freedom. Also, Madison, Jefferson, and others endorsed retaining this freedom in correspondence amongst themselves.
Saturday, June 11, 2022
Record Profits By Evil Companies!!!
Gotta get something off my chest about a type of news story that jacks my nads, the RECORD PROFITS proclamation. This is usually tied to an industry that the news outlet wishes to vilify, either subtly or more overtly. Big oil is a typical target, and they've been attacked recently. But a recent news story made a massive deal about how gun manufacturers have enjoyed record profits, while children were being slaughtered in schools. How evil of them for getting fat off their products killing kids. Before I go any further, it might be helpful to understand earnings and profits.
Friday, May 20, 2022
Evangelicals, Abortion, and Other Contentious Subjects
Anyone who's read my blog knows I'm not a fan of organized religion. My "position piece" on the subject is here.
I'm back to call out some of the most recent hypocrisy and generally offend fundamentalists, because I haven't offended enough of them this week.
I'll start with the contentious topic at the moment, abortion, where being completely up front, I think it's a woman's choice because it's her body. Full stop.
Of course, evangelicals scream that it's murder and life begins at conception. Science says otherwise, but why do they hold such a position? Their cherished book makes no mention of abortion or when life begins, so why would anyone pay attention to an entity that's mostly ignored science as a matter of course (except when it suits them)? That makes as much sense as asking a blind man to review a silent movie. If it wasn't your god, then the position could have only come from the church leadership.
The evangelical church really didn't weigh in on the subject until the late sixties. In fact, before that time, some (SBC) were expanding access to abortion. Then the Equal Rights Amendment and Roe came along. The evangelicals live and die by their belief in the patriarchal structure, meaning the man is the leader, with his wife being subservient to him. Evangelical leaders saw ERA and Roe as threats to the patriarchal structure. Women would have power over both their bodies and paychecks; they could demand equality in the family!
Evangelical leaders couldn't allow such a threat to exist. They needed to solidify their power over the women in the church. So they caucused and decided God considered life to begin at conception and abortion was murder. Who knew that God could change his mind like that?
This is one of reasons I despise organized religion. The supposed word of God has been perverted and twisted so many times by power hungry white dudes, that there's no way it can bear any resemblance to true Christianity at this point. Lest their be concern I fabricated these events, I highly suggest reading Jesus and John Wayne, by Kristin Du Mez. She's an Evangelical scholar and pastor. Even as an atheist, I found the book to be quite interesting. She pretty much admits what I've been thinking for decades, which is literally everything the church does is about power.
While I may seem pretty raw on this subject, I hold a great deal of sympathy for Christian women who've been betrayed by their church. They've been manipulated for decades by men not fit to lead their flocks and it will certainly shake the core beliefs of those who finally wake up to the fact. But the fact remains abortion was accepted by the church until they felt the need to tighten control over women.
Evangelicals endorse having the baby and "taking personal responsibility", "rising to the occasion", and all that other bullshit. That's a lovely idea, but expecting sixteen year old's to become adults overnight is pretty fucking unrealistic. Let's say the new mother does make that leap, but has no support structure. Evangelicals can't fathom this because they have the whole klan of cousins and spouses (who are typically one and the same) to help out. In any case, if she doesn't have that safety net, she's not getting one from the right wing. "Get a job." Okay, how about some assistance for child care, because the kind of job an uneducated new mother can capture won't pay enough to cover half of that burden. If those making these horrible laws truly believed in the sanctity of life, they wouldn't abandon fetuses after they pop out of the womb.
Ultimately, I think most Republican politicians could give two shits about abortion. You know damned well most of the men have knocked up at least one impressionable girl and paid to make it go away. But they need the evangelical vote and abortion is a hot topic for them, at least it is now. So they pander, laughing behind their backs. Remember, with very few exceptions, your elected officials consider their only job to be reelection.
A perfect example of this popped up in today's election news. Mike Erickson has secured the Republican nomination for the House in Oregon's 6th district. Here's a story about how gave a girlfriend $300, took her to the doctor's for the procedure, then later claimed he didn't know she was pregnant or having an abortion. Many Republicans seem to share a brain defect that either prevents them from being aware of their surroundings or forget things they said. Are they really fit to govern this country?
To those evangelicals who are amazingly, still reading, I'd love to hear how you reconcile the (recent) belief that every life is sacred, but don't give a thought to tossing that life aside, once it leaves the womb. Also, please explain why you consider abortion to be murder, when your church didn't until recently. I'd really like to hear from women anti choice politicians, who are actively working to help men bring women under control. Evil or fucking moronic; no other option for them.
Thursday, May 19, 2022
Baby Formula
There's no other way to say this than the folks blaming the Biden administration for the baby formula shortage are clueless (those who know me should assume that word wasn't my first choice).
Sunday, May 15, 2022
Guns Revisited
With recent events, I thought it a good time to revisit what I wrote on gun control, along with some additional thoughts. Before I go any further, let me say that I'm saddened and outraged at what that piece of shit did in Buffalo. The kid was a sociopath, but the blame for this falls firmly at the feet of Donald Trump, Tucker Carlson, and the right wing media. A good chunk of piece of shit's manifesto was lifted right from Tucker Carlson and others promoting replacement theory, among other lies. So, to all of you MAGA morons, go fuck yourselves. Do the rest of the country a favor and bump that suicide rate, because you fucking deserve it for buying into the utter stupidity being thrown at you. You're not conservatives, but fucking racist, misogynistic inbreds who continue to destroy our society. Yeah, I'm fucking livid...fucking Trump managed to completely pervert what it means to be to be a conservative and has left the world worse off.
Also, lest you have any doubts this heinous act wasn't racially motivated, take note of how the shooter avoids shooting the white guy hiding between the registers and actually apologizes to him. Below is a link to the footage. I'll warn you that it's incredibly disturbing.
The data says there have been 102 mass shootings since 1982, resulting in in a total of 918 deaths. If we break the data into time periods, an alarming trend emerges. Between 2000 and 2009, there were 171 mass shooting deaths, versus 482 the following decade. The number of mass shootings more than doubled as well. Because Mother Jones' database lists the firearms used in each event, we can determine how many deaths were the result of the shooter using an AR-15 / AK. military style rifle. Assuming any unspecified semiautomatic rifle to be an AR-15 or AK, that number for 2010-2019 is 254, or half of the the deaths from mass shootings. The decade prior saw 5 mass shootings, using these weapons, with a death toll of 33, and 2 in the 80's, with a total death toll of 15. This is reflected in average number of deaths per event, which peaked in 2017 at almost 20, although it's been in the single digits since 2018. Clearly, the AR-15, along with the AK platform, represent a serious threat, with respect to mass shootings. I'll dig into the AR-15 in the second part because there's a lot about this gun I'm sure most aren't aware of. Worth noting is how Joe Biden is responsible for the AR-15's popularity.
Back to the stats. Before we jump to any conclusions, based on the mass homicides, let's put some context around them. According to FBI statistics, the total number of firearm related murders, from 2012 through 2019, was 78,162. That's a pretty astonishing number, which we'll dig into a bit later, but the positive thing is it's been trending downward since 2017. If we compare mass homicides with total homicides, using firearms from 2012 through 2019, the former represents roughly 0.6% of the total deaths noted above. I'll say that again; mass shootings represent less than 1% of all gun related homicides. For additional context, there were 60% more murders in Chicago (where you can't legally buy a gun) last year than mass shooting victims in the same time period.
Digging into the FBI numbers a bit more, another story begins to emerge. The FBI statistics break down homicides by weapon. I'm happy to report strangulations are trending seriously downward, whereas murder using explosives is showing growth, although not quite, um, explosive growth. Firearms numbers are further broken down by type: handguns, rifles, shotguns, etc. There's also a category of 'Firearms, type not stated', which I find problematic, considering it's over a quarter of the total. Looking at unmanipulated numbers, in 2019, handguns represented 62% of the 10,258 firearms related homicides, but were trending downward from 68% in 2013. Rifles were only 4%. Back to the not specified bucket, I think it would be cherry picking to not divvy that up a bit (although the Daily Caller had no issue doing so), knowing how much AR-15's have proliferated recently. I went with 20% for rifles, which caused them to jump to 10% of firearm homicides in 2019, or 1,020 fatalities. Taking supposition a step further, we'll err on the high side and say military style rifles account for 60% of that. Military style rifles only accounted for 6% of firearms related homicides in 2019. This is the first time when you ask yourself what impact banning such rifles would have on overall gun violence.
Finally, there are those who want their fifteen minutes of fame and are willing to kill to get it. Finally finally, shitty parenting has a great deal of impact, beyond raising snow flakes. Two perfect examples of how decent parenting would have prevented mass shootings - Sandy Hook wouldn't have happened if the shooter's mother had half a brain and not tried to connect to her mentally ill son through shooting. (He shot her and took the guns) The Columbine shooters were a couple of complete sociopaths that had exhibited plenty of warning signs ahead of that shooting. Where the fuck were their parents?
Make no mistake, I'm completely behind universal background checks and other reasonable measures to prevent guns from getting into the wrong hands. Universal should be emphasized here, because not all states perform their checks in the same manner. NICS is the FBI's national background check system and, from what I've been able to uncover, queries their terror watchlist on each inquiry. However, only 36 states currently use NICS, the remainder either carrying out checks at the state level or using some sort of hybrid model. As someone pointed out, the Boulder shooter was on an FBI terror watchlist, yet still received approval to purchase his firearm. Colorado isn't one of the 36, instead using their own homegrown system. Had CO been a NICS state, the approval likely would have been denied, preventing another mass shooting. Again, universal background checks are a good thing, are effective, and that's a no brainer.

